You probably don’t yet hate me,
You still waiting for me there,
‘coz you think I am the same girl,
The same push over who keeps coming back,
Who’s scared to leave, ‘coz she doesn’t want to be bad.
But I’m gone this time for good,
‘coz I’m tired now,
I tried to make things work,
But you just never thought it was enough,
So I’m gonna do the bad thing this time,
I am gonna just leave,
Let you deal with life alone.
I know you gave me good things,
And you lost a lot for me,
But I also know you were attached to losing,
You will never get what I mean,
Always think I am evil,
Be it, it’s good for you,
May be this way you will never miss me,
It’s never too late to learn life’s lessons,
May be this will make you stronger,
Start seeing things like a different person.
But I know I will always be the bad one,
Because I tried but I couldn’t be good to you,
It was too much for me to do,
I gotta live my own life too,
But somehow it could never happen with you.
I feel like a bad bad person leaving you,
‘coz you did what you could, it was all you understood,
But I am not in the power to save you now,
I am saving myself instead,
Hoping that you will hate me,
And move on,
But will also learn to live better,
Hoping that you will finally take what is yours,
‘coz no one else can help you really,
The game is all yours.